hates
school
7th grade
year 7 kids
dry weather
sun shine
being sick
being bullied
being alone
being with people

likes
the year 11s
my weird friends
new grounds
ice cream, cookies and cake
my computer
the TV

LOVES
my cats
chocolate
my mom and dad
cool/cold water
my soon to be boyfriend
night time
cold weather
my books
scary movies

(thats all for now)

I LOVE CHOCOLATE!

(rant)

I HATE THE BOYS AT SCHOOL,
I HATE THE GIRLS AT SCHOOL,
I HATE THE SUN,
I HATE THE BUSH FIRES,
I HATE THE WEATHER,
I HATE THE CRAPPY TOILETS,
I HATE BEING DISLIKED,
I HATE THIS PIC,
I HATE MY ROOM,
I HATE BEING TOLD TO SHUT UP,
I HATE WHEN KIDS ARE TO NICE,
I HATE IT WHEN KIDS ARE MEAN,
I HATE LOSING MY JOB AS A BODYGUARD,
I HATE ALL THE GOSSIP,
I HATE MY COMPUTER,
I HATE PEOPLE, ALL PEOPLE,
i love my cats,

YOU CAN'T SHUT ME UP!

-bloodsuckingmonster!

i don't feel so good,
cold again,
finding it hard to think,
schools to fast,
feeling lost,
upset without knowing why,
this is most likely a bad thing................

i know i should talk more...........

i know i should go outside more...........

i know i should smile more........

i know i should be on my computer less..........

i know i should listen more.........

i know i should think more..........

i know i should do my homework more..........

i know i should walkaway less.......

i know i should yell less..........

i know i should groan less..........

i know i should fight less..........

i know i should drink less............

but, the only thing i didn't know was you were right when you said "you need help."

-a poem by "blood".

(i was looking at the fullish moon outside my window,
also,
i was drunk........
need i say more?)

lass night ALL the power in town went OFF!
it went off at 7:30 and came back on at 11:30!
FIVE HOURS OF HEAT!

and a VARY BIG pain in the ass!

THE HEAT, IT'S KILLING ME!!!!!!!!!!!

THE SUN IS OUT WAY TO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!
THE ANIMALS ARE FAINTING RIGHT AND LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE POOLS ARE TO FULL PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!
THE WIND IS ALMOST TO HOT TO BREATH!!!!!!!
THE HOUSE STINKS LIKE NOTHING I'VE EVER SMELT BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE WORLD IS MELTING!!!!!!!!!

LIFE'S MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm hunting, so my cellphone will be off.
please don't call me,
walk up to me,
yell for me to stop
and most of all,
don't think i won't kill you because your a friend of mine.

(i tend to get blood lust when hunting.)

i feel cold, why do i feel oh so cold?

okay, I'm back!
oh, and i got you all something, a song!
they say its the song of demons!
i like it!

one day the world will end and they shall sing of pain and loss,
then the world will have lost the only evil it ever had,
the loss of all the humans,
no day will come,
no night will come,
it will always sleep but never dream,
life will slow in the end and none shall live past pain of sleepless nights,
sickness will end the last of the painful lives they live,
but never let them go free to where ever they want to go,
heaven or hell but none will ever enter.

that is the song of demons, listen, how lovely it is, it tells only truth.

and i had the LONGEST shower EVER!

you can ask me about my trip or anything you can think of now, if you want!

okay, i felt low!
upset, angry and sick!
my cousin was angry with me!
and las night i was crying.
i haven't cried for SO long, it hurt!
so i ran, i ran away! thats right I'm gone!
i left this morning! i had to use the computer at the library!
so now that I'm on the run, i can do what i want when i want!
see ya soon!

-bloodsuckingmonster!